She HATES me, Instead.

She HATES me.
With all her heart and all her soul.
I was hopeless,
I couldn't do anything right.
When she was in darkness, I offered her no light,
When she was down, I didn't lift her up,
When she cried, I didn't make her laugh,
Instead, I joined her.

She HATES me.
With all her strengths and all her weaknesses,
I was hopeless,I couldn't make her smile.
When she was tired, I offered her no balm,
When she was wounded, I did not cure her,
When she was running, I didn't stop her.
Instead, I joined her.

She HATES me.
With all her memories and all her thoughts,
I was hopeless,I couldn't make her mine.
When she will need a door to shut, I won't be there,
When she will want to collapse, I won't catch her,
When she'll be desperate to be broken, I won't fix her,
I still am hopeless,
Instead, I'll join her.