You Had Me

You always had me,

When you told me, "I Do."

Didn't turned out to be,

While I regretted, because ‘‘I Do.''

Was never content when you had me,

Coveted and sought for other distractions.

Ought to tests and gain, by hurting me,

While seeking different satisfactions.

Your presence, when you wished, is to be thanked for.

Yet when actually needed, was never to be found.

Love of yours was of a ''special'' kind, for my life it devours.

And you kept digging me back to the ground.

Underdemeciated yourself, when the real you was I honestly admired;

However, it was the sinister mind of yours, of which I was tired.

Way you put yourself to become what you are not;

Drove me away from you,

All these years near and far, you easily forgot.

I know I’ve been at fault, but you ain't clean either;

Where I lacked actions, you were on a different plane altogether.

It was not meant to be, none to be blamed;

It would have been the best, oh what a shame!

You are gone gone, far far away;

Now you have become too cool for me.

You will stay in your place of my heart forever, come what may;

You'll always be beautiful just the way as I used to see.

Now wherever I look, I see your beautiful eyes, hair and cheek;

Don’t know what is wrong with me; probably your glimpse is all I seek.

Moving on, you be happy and safe, is all I want, forever;

I’ll be here always, you know that, for our promise I’ll forget never.

Beseech for Beloved

Why I am visiting this temple of Yours I have no clue,
I am dumbfounded and unclear.
I wonder where I felt the truce and serenity that I find here,
Ah! I know. When I am with You.

Makes me envisage, God works in his Mysterious ways,
He brought You to me, then took You away.
Bought me to Himself now, wonder what He takes.
Obscured from You, my heart aches.

God acquaints peace and happiness at his abode's almsdeed,
Little does he know, mines with You.
Humans are covetous, they elicit God when there's a need,
It's truthful, as I am here since I need You.

He proclaims profound perseverance provides prosperity,
Hence, today I adhere with your verity.
Of all the benediction I could construe,
I am a simple man, I only want You.

LONG LIVE LINKIN PARK

When our CASTLE OF GLASS will be VICTIMISED because of your LIES, GREED, MISERY leaving me POWERLESS there; I'LL BE GONE away, before and UNTIL IT BRAKES, on the ROADS UNTRAVELLED and you will be searching from SKIN TO BONE breaking all the TINFOILS. But leaving it all IN MY REMAINS, I’ll already be LOST IN THE ECHO.

LONG LIVE LINKIN PARK...

I’m Not Here To Stay.

I’m not here to stay.

Cos I have got only one more day.

I wish I could stay,

Just for one more day.

I won’t be here anymore, anyway.

Dish out your heart on this tray,

Before your mind goes astray.

Before the day,

When your hair turns grey,

And your lips would say,

Wish I had one more day.

We won’t be here anymore, anyway.

All of us parted on own destined way,

Looking back on that special day,

Still, the memories starts to sway.

And none of us will remember that day.

When we wished, I had one more day.

To have stayed here and seen another day.

I won’t be here anymore, anyway.

I turn to the Almighty to wish and pray,

To prevent us from becoming a prey,

From our evil deed and ill way,

Cos I have got one more day.

I won’t be here anymore, anyway.

Things I Wanted to Say

It’s when to me, that she touches.
All the secure feeling for me it vouches.
In her presence I am complete;
In her manifest my heart retreat.

The days spent with her;
Are the days I’ve lived for!
Though the days comes in weeks and months in between;
Can’t explain, for me, what those days mean.

The countless times she said those '3 words' to me;
Those moments are the happiest I’ve ever been or could ever be...!
Things to her, I wanted to say.
If I had only a way:

"It's that look in your eye;
It's the smile on your face.
That makes time slip by;
And I know I'm in a better place.

It's the memories of you;
That makes my sky turn blue.
And I’ll let you know these feelings I have are true;
It's hard to imagine a future, one without you.

You've brought in my life all your love and care;
When I see it now, I realised how rare.
It’s you who has illuminated my soul;
It's your love that has made me whole.

Wish there was a way, in which I could let you know;
How much you meant to me some time ago.
Not that now I love you any less;
But dreary me, things between us became a mess.

We were meant to be, 
Like we dreamt of being together.
Now it’s not the same anymore maybe,
Things between us like this are way better.

Now you have spent your days, the way you wanted;
and I am taking my days seems like granted.
So let’s keep our things this way;
My feelings towards you will remain the same, I’ll always say.

In this life, I pray, you receive all that you deserve,
And also receive for your words and action yet in reserve.
So what if I’m not there right next to you;
We’ll have our things together like before, someday new."

Baby Sister

Calm as Summer Sea;

Or the torment as a twister.

If I could have one wish it would be;

The best in the world for my Baby Sister.

Always helping through my good and bad;

Sharing secrets and experiences.

You are the best one I’ve ever had;

For you were always there, before anyone, for my incoherences.

Though I’m sure my teases will not end here;

I don’t doubt some of your headaches are because of me.

Your every merit, all successes, I’ll be there to cheer;

Just as you stood there, when I needed, in glee.

Teaching me things I never bothered to care;

Carrying out my chores, on a single request.

I get shivers with that dreary glare;

Did things I never would for the love and lest.

My appreciation for you has no end;

You’ll always be my sister and my best friend.

She HATES me, Instead.

She HATES me.
With all her heart and all her soul.
I was hopeless,
I couldn't do anything right.
When she was in darkness, I offered her no light,
When she was down, I didn't lift her up,
When she cried, I didn't make her laugh,
Instead, I joined her.

She HATES me.
With all her strengths and all her weaknesses,
I was hopeless,I couldn't make her smile.
When she was tired, I offered her no balm,
When she was wounded, I did not cure her,
When she was running, I didn't stop her.
Instead, I joined her.

She HATES me.
With all her memories and all her thoughts,
I was hopeless,I couldn't make her mine.
When she will need a door to shut, I won't be there,
When she will want to collapse, I won't catch her,
When she'll be desperate to be broken, I won't fix her,
I still am hopeless,
Instead, I'll join her.